Really struggling

I haven't posted here in a while. I haven't had time and I have really been struggling in this area. The never ending plateau just makes things not worth while in the weight loss department. I have to find my motivation. I have to find my give a dang. I have to. I can't go back.

So why do I sit in the recliner with thoughts of a pan of brownies and pizza and I have only been up less than an hour.

I need to run. I need to snap out of it. I need to ... something.

SO much for my plan

Lets just say... I only made is to the 4th day. Yesterday weren't pretty!

Back to a nice traditional WW on program day. I can't cut something completely out. It makes me CRAZY.

I was also quite grouchy.

I'm honest

Another attempt....

I am trying to break this plateau. I have yet to be successful. I have quit pop. I have rev'd up my exercise. I have switched plans, and NOTHING. So, for two weeks, I am going to give up ALL BAD CARBS. Nothing white. Basically, meat and veggies for two weeks.

I went to my weigh in last night, and in two weeks of being a very good girl, I stayed exactly the same. I am so tried of seeing the same numbers. Something has to be done! So this is my latest attempt. I will have to keep you posted on the progress.

Hope this works because I am getting a little downhearted.

BTW, I got in five miles yesterday. It was my first run in over a week and felt really good. I want to get moving today, and make my weekly mileage goal!

So sick

I am very sick. Strep, Sinus infections, swollen lymph nodes. You know the song and dance.

I can't go to WW tonight, and I was anxious to see the scale. I haven't moved it at home, so I doubt it would move there, but I wanted to see.

I feel like I should get up and get some exercise, but I just can't. I have sucessful gotten out of the bed, took a shower, gone to the doctor, gone back to bed, gotten out again. That is all.

I am lazy

6 Miles!!!

I did it. It nearly killed me, but I did it. Six miles in one session. I ran 30 minutes (at 5.5mph) of the 78 that it took. I really wanted to see if I could do it. My feet are sore, and I am pretty sure I will be sore tomorrow. I still need to stretch and do my situps and pushups because the little guy was begging to nurse by the time I got done.

So I just had to brag a little. I am quite proud of myself!

A New Scale

I finally broke down and bought a new scale. We needed a new one so bad. I purchased on that measured BMI and hydration levels.

I am a little dissappointed in it thusfar. It seems a little unpredicable. I was also shocked to see that when I weight three pounds less, My BMI was supposedly up a percent.

I don't understant it. I think a trend down is what I am looking for so I don't care how I get there.

My meeting tonight

Well, the news was better than last week. I didn't gain. I lost 1.2.

The thing that irritated me was the fact the leader was like "Oh, see you are losing again!" WHAT? So I lost one pound! Don't get me wrong, I am happy it wasn't a gain, I am just not ready to hang the "yippee, I am off my plateau" banner. I will think that when I am past the four pounds that I have lost 20 times in the last 7 months.

The answer I keep gettting is, well, keep at it. Of course, I am going to keep at it. I have no other choice. I do think that my WW leader should have more ideas than eat less, eat more, eat less, eat more, keep at it.

UUUUUUUUUURRRRRRGGGGGGGGH!!!!